13Julyo9
Today, my form teacher praise me... she say my attendance have become very gd n i am so happy. I believe as long as i put in effort, i will get something de. Eventhough is tiring, but i will always tell myself tat de journey is getting shorter, only left with 106days to go. Everyday studies till very late then sometime come home still got tution but i will still bear with it. Eventhough i still don noe wat course i wan to study but i believe tat i can make it to poly. Hahas..
Ytd work, like running station... Run MDS de whole morning alone n hold cash. Some problem cope up n make me feel very moody cos have been doing for so long le still can make mistake n feel very puzzle... i keep thinking bout it de whole night n even my eyes r close but my mind r not. Forget it le, but as for one thing... which is i still prefer de last time memories. Sometime i really hope tat by going to work will make me feel abit more happy n relax cos after 6days of studying, working is a form of relief even sometime i feel tired but sometime i feel tat too long nvr work, i lose de interest in it le, even will thought of give up.I noe i shld not think tat way cos is very hard to be a TFM but i will ask myself, is tis wat i really wan.
I don wan think le, no point... i will noe de answer soon n will make a decision which i will not regret after my O-level. Studies first, don think of anything, leave all de thinking after tat. At least i feel tat once sch reopen, i am more happy n life is getting more meaningful. 106days left
Saturday, July 4, 2009
4 July 09
Today is my working day, finally after 12days for not going to store. I really look forward cos working make me happy n another reason. Well as for today, i am holding cash n there r no M4 manager so i have to wait for my boss to come at C shift to handover. Actually i suppose to meet shuzhen at city hall at 4.30pm but i really cant make it. At ard 2 plus, ws want me to close cash n handover to him n now poor ws still in store working. He is going to work from M- C shift. I left store at 5pm cos i feel abit bad n now nobody at home, if i noe i shld stay abit longer. Today working r really fun n sales r quite good.
When sch reopen, i really have the feeling tat things r getting better cos my mind r all bout studies n not de problems i have. Everyday lesson till 5 plus, eventhough is tiring but it will end very fast. Now i have change a new tutor, she quite young.. bout 20 plus but compare to de previous one, i find her much better. With so many support from friends, teachers n family.... no matter how hard is it i will not give up de. hahas