Sunday, June 28, 2009
28.6.09
28June09 Today is last day of holiday.. is raining now n i noe de heaven is sad as i am. I can never be de best, is jus not gd enough to de expectation. I am such a failure. I am not a gd daughter, who don understand my parents n wat they need, i cant make them be proud of me n make them happy. I am not a gd friend, i am always de one who hurts others n now i finally noe y till now i am always alone in tat world. I am not a gd sister, i cant set a gd example n i always throw my temper on them without any reasons. I am not a gd granddaughter, she can do everything for me yet i cant do something simple for her. I am not a gd employee, i feel tat i have let down my team n not there wit them, i didnt play my part at all. I am not a gd student, i have disappoint my teachers again n again. I AM JUS A NOBODY TO ANYONE... As wat i have said.. tis year really sux n is hard. I no longer noe wat is de meaning of happiness... Who will really understand how i feel? Forget it, it is jus a huge mistake to be tracy.
