21June09
It's been a long time since i update my blog. A lot of things to write...Today is father day yet i don noe, i thought is on 26th.. luckily one of de rider, sam told me, he said his family is going for dinner. So xinfu!!! Well.. as for me, is de same for every year, just a call n say happy father day, that's it. Is jus a occasion. Today working, running shift n production, very tiring cos my 2 powerful CL r on leave. Haha.. but is quite fun.
I am having home tution now, i don really like him but he is here to help me so jus give it a try n it is so difficult to ask my dad n he agreed. School holidays pass so far tat in 1 week time i will be in school. Really looking forward to go school cos is so boring at home wit 2 noisy sisters, 2 noisy neighbour kids who always wants to come to my house n a baby who cries everyday.
My dad told me to give up if i have tried my best, he say i have been very quiet, strange n unhappy ever since i studied in express stream. He don wan me to stress n struggle, he scare i end up become crazy n talk to myself while walking. He said he will support me in everything n if i really cant go far, he will always be there for me to depend on. I don noe is he encouraging me or wat, i suddenly feel a sense of belonging in my dad's heart. He say he really hope tat i could call him often n talk to him, not bout studies n money but others. I wish tat in future there will be a chance for me to celebrate father day wit him cos i have already miss it so many times.