31may09
Today is month end..... jus end work n now resting at home. Today working wit weisong, really fun, not enough crew yet our sales r better then ytd, feel gd. Ytd i finally take up de courage to have a nice chat wit annie, really unexpected. Ytd is also de day i in mac for 2yrs 2mth. We have a chat for bout nearly 2hrs. Is very nice talking to her n i have embrass myself n i am glad tat we have tis conversation n she understand. Well as for wat de conversation was, only she noe i noe...hahas. Next mth schedule, i only work 4 days n short hrs. As for work, i have to put it aside... Maybe others will think i holiday i still work so little but is not a holiday for me. I have alot of things coming, tough n difficult. I still have hope de, is not de end of me. On parent meeting, is de worst day of de mth. Wat a result i have!!!
I am not saying n going to do nothing bout it, history do repeat again. Is past but it will still come again. As for mac, honestly speaking i did thinking of give up but i have come tis far n letting go, all my effort is a waste, eventhough in mac i didnt do much thing n true tat my performance drop alot n maybe i am de worst of all but i will try harder, is not de time yet.
I am going to change n i have to do so, maybe ppl might not like it but do try to understand. Only a few mth n i don noe y tis year pass damn fast. Tmr having O-level mother tongue, all de best tracy... I have to motivate myself n don get influence by wat others said to me. I still have chance de......