18april09Today is my last working day in mac n is de day when only jillian n i running de store.. i have been waiting for tis day to come but i think it is de first time n also will be de last time... Sry tat i am in a bad mood, i didnt want to show but jus cant control myself n don noe wat to talk to u cos i felt useless when facing u. I even shouted at jillian n ws.. sry guys, i didnt did it on purpose...sry. I am going for a very long studies break n i really hope tat after u leave, stay happy n rmb tat de hard work we put in tgt will always remain as memories... After work i have a talk wit jillian n is de first time she sent me home, we chat for very long.Thanx for everything u have done for me. There is tis person who oso care a lot for me.. u nvr fail to call me to go to slp at night when it is very late when u saw me online. U always did tat until i get use to it n will sure listen to u, thanx to Mr E. I promise tat i will always smile n be happy like tat pic, having u all guys by my side makes me feel tat is faith tat we meet n become gd friend...Eventhough tis week is a bad week for me but i still have jillian n Mr E who r always there, i am fine now.Now i am going to tell myself tat... i have so many ppl who trust me, i will not disappoint them n myself.. i mus work hard for everything, in work n studies. I have many personal problems but it is not important now, i am going to put it a side... Things maybe hard now, but it will end sooner or later.No problems end forever... jillian is rite, i shld do something to make myself happy cos i am 16 tis yrs n my bday is on 16. I love all my friends n thanx for always be there for me... :)